Friday 14 November 2014

"Thy truth, then, be thy dower."

        Yesterday afternoon I was watching a documentary about Shakespeare's play "King Lear". It's part of a series called "My Shakespeare", in which well-known actors explore some of his plays. As I started to listen to actor Christopher Plummer relate the story of King Lear, it struck me that I knew nothing about that particular play. Considering my passion for literature, how on earth did I make it to my forties without not even knowing the basic plot? I don't know how it has escaped me for so long... but I digress... 
         In the first scene, Plummer relates, King Lear tells his daughters he is going to divide the kingdom in three parts: "the portion each daughter will get depends on how eloquently they say they love him."

KING LEAR
Tell me, my daughters,—
Since now we will divest us both of rule,
Interest of territory, cares of state,— 
Which of you shall we say doth love us most? 

Plummer continues: "King Lear is hoping to give the best portion to his youngest and favourite daughter, Cordelia. But he has miscalculated the family dynamics." The dialogue that followed blew me away, see if the dynamics look familiar to you too. 

KING LEAR
Goneril,
Our eldest-born, speak first.

GONERIL
Sir, I love you more than words can wield the matter; 
Dearer than eye-sight, space, and liberty; 
Beyond what can be valued, rich or rare;
No less than life, with grace, health, beauty, honour; 
As much as child e'er loved, or father found;
A love that makes breath poor, and speech unable; 
Beyond all manner of so much I love you.


CORDELIA  [Aside.] 
What shall Cordelia do? Love, and be silent. 

LEAR
What says our second daughter,
Our dearest Regan, wife to Cornwall? Speak. 

REGAN 
I am made of that same mettle as my sister, 
And prize me at her worth. In my true heart
I find she names my very deed of love; 
Only she comes too short, that I profess
Myself an enemy to all other joys, 
Which the most precious square of sense possesses,
And find I am alone felicitate
In your dear Highness' love. 


KING LEAR
Now, our joy, 
Although our last and least, to whose young love 
The vines of France and milk of Burgundy 
Strive to be interess'd; what can you say to draw
A third more opulent than your sisters? Speak.

CORDELIA 
Nothing, my lord.

KING LEAR
Nothing? 

CORDELIA 
Nothing. 

KING LEAR
Nothing will come of nothing, speak again. 

CORDELIA
Unhappy that I am, I cannot heave
My heart into my mouth, I love your majesty
According to my duty, nor more nor less. 

KING LEAR 
How, how, Cordelia? mend your speech a little,
Lest it may mar your fortunes.

CORDELIA
Good my lord, 
You have begot me, bred me, loved me: I 
Return those duties back as are right fit, 
Obey you, love you, and most honour you.
Why have my sisters husbands, if they say
They love you all? Haply, when I shall wed,
That lord whose hand must take my plight shall carry 
Half my love with him, half my care and duty: 
Sure, I shall never marry like my sisters, 
To love my father all.

KING LEAR 
But goes thy heart with this? 

CORDELIA
 Ay, good my lord. 

KING LEAR 
So young, and so untender? 

CORDELIA
So young, my lord, and true. 

KING LEAR 
Let it be so; thy truth, then, be thy dower!

Cordelia's predicament is the predicament of every ACoN. She stands her ground and refuses to give flattery and adulation, even if it means losing everything, and that is the predicament that we find ourselves in too. When King Lear says: "Let it be so; thy truth, then, be thy dower", I heard it as if King Lear was speaking to me directly and not to Cordelia. I understood the meaning as if it had been said to me too. And then it dawned on me that it has been said to me: it's the "unspoken" dialogue that takes place between Narcissistic parents and their child who refuses to worship them. The words are never uttered, but the message is transmitted, nonetheless, and it hangs loud and clear over the child. It's a form of meta-communication which every ACoN understands perfectly. 

Very well, then, if that's what it takes: "let my truth be my inheritance"

8 comments:

  1. Amen sister. Cordelia is the only one who tells grandiose Daddy (whose position as King reinforces the grandiose narcissism) the truth. And it's a decent truth, too: I love you according to my bond. You have begot me, bred me, loved me, I return those duties as are right fit. Obey you, love you and most honor you." What's wrong with that? The problem happens when she calls out her sisters on their hypocrisy, though, and pops Daddy's big-ass balloon. Yes, for all us ACoNs, let our truths be our dowers. Anything else is poisoned goods.

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    1. Yes, "anything else is poisoned goods". Exactly.

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  2. Thank you for sharing this. Partly, it's interesting to see issues like this going so far back in history.

    My Ns often dangle "gifts" out it front of me in order to tempt me to sell my integrity and truth for the goods they want to trade. I'd rather sell my soul to the devil.

    I think many of our siblings actually BELIEVE that this is love. That love can be auctioned off to the highest bidder. That love is a transaction. Or something to be rewarded. I just don't believe any of that garbage.

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    1. Yes, it was fascinating to see this form of emotional blackmail going as far back in history. Opens up all sorts of questions too, like: who did Shakespeare know who was like this? Because you don't "create" characters out of nothing...

      It's quite possible that our siblings believe that this is love, after all, they have not known anything else. It's such a messed up idea of love, yes, like a business transaction.

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  3. Hi Kara,
    Indeed, who did Shakespeare know to write characters like that? I find it curious that Cordelia is the favorite and she is the one that doesn't offer the flattery. As she stands her ground, is it something her father fears and therefore also why she is the favorite, I wonder. xx

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    1. Yes, I reckon that the father knew, deep down, that she was the only one who truly loved him. xx

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    2. Ironically, I think I'm MIL's favorite too. I think it's because she has little respect for those who actually do what she wants, despite that being what she demands. I also think it's because she views me and my family as the largest source of NS. It is very curious how the mind of an N works....

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    3. "she has little respect for those who actually do what she wants, despite that being what she demands." That's the irony of it, isn't it? CZ also said the same in a comment about Ns, that they only respect those whom they cannot manipulate. Go figure...

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